This is the story of how I came to be a transgender woman who writes about smut online. While I will save a lot of the details about my transition from man to woman for another post, I will briefly talk about it as well as about my motivations for starting this blog.
At my core, I am a very dirty person. I have been consistently watching porn and reading erotic stories since I was a teenager and you could safely say I am addicted to it. It took me a while to accept that as the stigma around sex is still so incredibly strong in Western cultures that it is often seen as a problem.
However, since I enjoy it so much, I have decided to share the smut I find hot as well as my thoughts about it online for others to enjoy. My goal here is to create a safe space for it to exist so that others can understand that it doesn’t have to be taboo.
My Transition
As I mentioned above, I won’t go into too much detail about my transition here, but I think a summary of it is still worth including. As a teenager, I always fantasized about being a woman. I would lie in bed awake at night dreaming about waking up the next day with a vagina and a large pair of tits. Some of my fantasies turned me on, but most just made me happy, even euphoric.
After graduating college, I was fortunate enough to be able to travel around the world and be exposed to a lot of different ideas about gender. It wasn’t until I landed in Europe though that I even considered the idea of transitioning. Most Europeans are so open towards transgenderism that I quickly found and joined a small support group for transgender people.
It only took a couple of meetings to make me realize that I was actually a woman trapped in a man’s body and, with the support of the group, I started the long journey to becoming who I always was.
The experience made me euphoric and the longer I stayed in Europe, the more I felt at home. As such, I decided to permanently relocate to Europe and have been here ever since. My experiences here have shaped my sexuality and fed my dirty mind.
My Sexuality
Before I transitioned, I used to think that I was a perfectly normal, straight boy that was into hot, slutty girls. I was always more of a butt-man, but a large pair of fake, porn-star boobs always turned me on. What I didn’t fully realize though is that the real fantasy for me was having them myself.
In college, I met a woman who introduced me to anal. She didn’t let me fuck her in the ass, but instead, she plugged me, pegged me and left me gaping at least once a week for over a year. It was with her that I learned the pleasures of a sissy orgasm. Ever since then, I have been so fixated on anal that I always need anal stimulation to get off. In fact, I wear a butt plug almost all day, every day. I take it out at night or to go to the bathroom, but otherwise, I spend most of my time plugged!
For years, I have focused my porn habits on anal porn. That includes not just videos and images, but also erotic stories. There are so many incredibly hot anal stories out there! Naturally, that led me to sissy and male-to-female stories which I find I enjoy the most. That, of course, may also have a lot to do with having made the transition from male to female myself.
As many transgender people, I have struggled to find my sexuality. Some aspects such as anal and fake boobs I have had no problems identifying, but frankly, I also like dick. I love sucking it and taking it in my ass. It took me a very long time to accept that since being raised as a boy, I grew up with the notion that homosexuality is bad and that boys shouldn’t like dick. Transitioning helped me accept that, however.
Even though a woman liking dick is perfectly straight, I still wouldn’t call myself entirely heterosexual. I am primarily attracted to feminine things despite being a woman myself. I still find women more attractive than men and that is especially true if they have large, fake boobs and a nice, hard dick.
Conclusion
My taste in porn and other smut reflects all of that. It always includes some sort of anal and generally includes “shemales.” Most of the erotic stories I read either online or as an ebook include men transitioning to women, often forcefully or through blackmail, and learning to love not only their new-found femininity but also getting pounded by large dicks in their asses. As such, I will be posting a lot about those stories here on this blog.
Of course, those aren’t the only things my deprived mind enjoys. I have a wide berth of fetishes that include latex, high heels, transformations, exhibitionism, and several other categories. I will save the details for another post, however.
That about sums up the important parts of who I am for this blog and why I decided to start it in the first place. I hope you will enjoy the content as much as I am going to enjoy producing it!
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